Saturday, August 15, 2015

I Wish That I

We must have heard the clichés that money is not everything and money cannot buy everything. Imagine yourself to live without money, how are you going to be happy when you cannot even make a life? Perhaps, money is not everything and we cannot buy everything with money, but money increases our life chances. I wish I had lot of money so that I have the chance to help my family, especially my parents, had been my backbone. They worked so hard to give me and my sibling a good education, comfortable life, and cater all my need leaving them with tonnes of debts. If only I have much money, the first thing that I would like to do is to pay all my parerents debts off. I want them to lead a loose-fitting life without any worries about the debt. 
To simply put it, I want to ease the burden that my parents had been carrying on their shoulders all this while. 
You can’t force people to stay in your life. Staying is a choice, so I am thankful for the people who choose to stay with me, especially my best friends that knew me from top to bottom, inside and out. Our years of friendships made me believe that not everyone is going to turn their back at us. So I wish my best friends won't leave me. Amy and the other two crazy bitches HAHA no offence guys but dayummm, I love you!
Take me away from here!
We all have that one friend on Facebook that occasionally pops up offering up an opportunity for us to live vicariously through their experiences. They post up photos of sunsets in highly desirable locations on the other side of the world and at first it amuses, then promotes wanderlust, we have a little daydream about our next vacation and then the jealousy sinks in.Personally, I love traveling. Yes, I've traveled some places in this country but I'm eager for more! Don't get me wrong, I am not trying to escape from responsibilities or whatsoever lol.  Let's just say that ; It sucks to be stuck in a rut! So yeah, I wish that I can travel (and it'd be nice to travel with a 'company' ) Cinggggg.

Romance novels, chick flicks, rom-coms, and fairy tales exist not because their stories are within the realm of possibility. They exist because we WISH they would happen and we WISH that life was that simple. I was terribly naïve when I was younger; I believed that those stories existed because they were the gold standard of relationships and that if I had any self-respect I would hold out for my knight in shining armor. Sigh. Love may not last forever. It is a living, breathing thing that requires work, sacrifice, and compromise. It will not always feel wonderful and be perfect . Yes, I am not stupid enough to wish for what we call a PERFECT love , lol nah. All I wish is for someone that ACTUALLY accept me for who I am,  that will not fckin leave whenever I messed up because tbh, I always mess things up. But for now, I taking a break from this one wish lol.

Last but not least, I wish that The-End-of-All is not going to happen during my life time. Allahu a'lam. Allah knows the best.

WHEN PEOPLE TRYNA LET ME DOWN

p/s : If any of you are offended by my post, I'm humbly sorry. Now,  shall y'all move on! :*

♥ Love, Autumn Zira ♥

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